December 2010
Day 2: Relationship(s).
This will be brief since I’ve already bombarded you with too much of relationship talk.
I have a best friend named Eddie. He is my boyfriend. Sometimes its tough being around him but most of the time I cannot wait to be in his company. He’s very thoughtful about the things I need and want. And he works very hard to make me happy, though he doesn’t need to because I am really...
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010.
Hm. For sure one of the best things this year was enrolling into Roger’s class. I loved that class so much. Maybe it was nothing to some people but I loved going to class and I loved working in my studio. At first I was afraid of my TA, but she loosened up and even way after class ended we all would sneak back into our spaces… I’d find my classmates in the studio after the class...
Reflection of 2010
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one. Day 10: New Year resolutions
CAN'T CONCENTRATE CONT.
29] Goals for the next 30 days.
BASICALLY, my new years resolutions go as follows:
- SAVE SAVE SAVE. I AM SO BAD AT THAT. I am going to save up so much money I can build a building. That’s how much I’m going to save. D:<
- Exercise… I can feel it. I’m getting older. And fatter. And older. D:
- Drink water/brushteethwithflossing/peemore/healthy lifestyle
- Torque...
CAN'T CONCENTRATE.
27] A problem that you have had.
My first problem, that now is somewhat a lingering joke amongst us (though many may think it isn’t) was jealously. I had major jealousy issues when I was in my first relationship, only enhanced by neglect. So it carried on a little… Until Eddie came along. For once someone made me feel like there is no other girl for him. And as mush-tastic as that...
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I called the printing office where we develop out photos… just to make sure they were printed on a matt surface. the old man that prints them just printed them out on glossy. 16 x 20s are expensive. T___T; and now I feel ultra bad. If only I had called in sooner. T___T; Mooo. *regret*
I send him good karma.
Christmas Cheer
My boss is too nice. ;___;
She walked into the office with a handful of presents. And she said that they were so glad they hired me. *cries* She is really a great boss. All of the presents were so thoughtful and nice.
I can’t wait to finish her present for her. Though, my present definitely won’t beat hers.
sleeping sands, silent clouds
I remembered the dream I had last night.
I was getting gas and I forgot about it~ walked around my car and realized it had reached $105… kinda freaked out and thought my card was going to explode. But just started driving away in it. Hm.
I look at all the lonely people
25] Someone who fascinates you and why.
Um. I really can’t think of anyone that fascinates me moreso than others. I guess people who are famous or really talented; some musicians and artists… I remember when Eddie fascinated me. I was like, “Who’s this alien? What are you thinking about?” He’s still fascinating though. But I guess in a way that everyone else...
Eddie downloaded all of the Beatles tracks from the White Album and Revolver… and Martha, my Dear is playing on repeat in my mind. I really like that song.
Other than that, I am here— snug in my comforter, trying to figure out whether any of my Christmas gifts are ever going to come through the mail… and hoping that I haven’t forgotten anything. I couldn’t get the...
a great buy from the swap meet in santa cruz
Watching Stuart Little
Fred— Stuart’s foster dad… is HOUSE? Cannot unsee.
sitting watching charlie brown christmas shows
after trying out all the make up I own.
eddie is out working night shift. and prince and princess are out watching a movie. and though I need to be working on something more important, like cleaning or cooking or christmas things… I am definitely not doing anything. I should take off this make up though.
geeez, some people are so mean on the phone. really…?
internet cafe
playing in my apartment
19] Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Paccoonmama (shortened to mama): Originally it was paccoonmama, less honeyhoneybabybaby, then calling eddie Paccoonpapa was too long, so it just turned into papa. And now it sounds like we’re married. Though when it started I really didn’t feel like it was so mushy. I guess it is a little…
Mimi: Mimi is what my whole family calls...
Day i forgot: "confused pose"
what is going onnnnnnn?
20] How important you think education is.
As awful and as life threatening school was…
Education is so important. And, mind you— education, to me doesn’t need to be facilitated in schools though that’s where it is usually found. Education can be you teaching yourself something new; reading a book, practicing a lot, or just taking the time to experience new things. Though it can definitely be that great class with...
hey! @mrdustinn ahahahahahha, you got one too. XD HELLO! LETS HANG OUT AGAIN BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOREVER.
today in the car
last night I had some intense dreams! *o*
First, it was raining really hard in some alley way in I guess Korea. o___o; There were a ton of Korean gangsters; wearing black tux’s baggy pants and shades and they were all shooting at everyone and I was caught between the battle… I couldn’t tell if I was a part of anyone’s side or anything, but I was hella scared when the...
last night I had some intense dreams! *o*
First, it was raining really hard in some alley way in I guess Korea. o___o; There were a ton of Korean gangsters; wearing black tux’s baggy pants and shades and they were all shooting at everyone and I was caught between the battle… I couldn’t tell if I was a part of anyone’s side or anything, but I was hella scared when the...
whispers across the sea: In my apartment, anxious... →
kakapupu:
but I can’t help but enjoy this peacefulness.
I still have a lot to do. Got a low-key subtle but in your face, “YOU SUCK” on our abstract. Slaved away before finals, but it hasn’t ended yet. I can’t wait for christmas. Why? because we have to turn this proposal in before then.
I feel ridiculous…
i miss you all the time, especially right now. : (
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a magic man came into day.
And to remember all the magic he said, I’ll try to retell it.
A person walked into the gallery today. I cautiously stepped outside. He was an African American man, wearing all white. White shoes, white beanie, white sweater, light khaki pants. His sweater had his name written on it.
He asked about the masks and said he wanted to buy one. I walked alongside talking to him about the Jimi...